it could be easier
OK, here it comes. Before I start, I should mention I’m thankful for a few ‘God-interventions’ this week:
1) I was taking the elevator at work one day this week (up to the ICU floor) – all alone in the elevator – when a man got on. As he selected his floor, he noticed my own selection, and probably glancing at my white lab coat, he asked if I worked in the ICU. I said yes, and he responded by saying something like ‘it takes a lot of heart to work up there’.
2) Another day this week, the -70 degree freezer in which I was storing 300+ samples for my major research project for this residency began alarming. I was a tad stressed with other things, so it was a panicky hour while I searched the hospital for another department with freezer space I could beg/borrow. It turned out our freezer was fine. The samples are ok. I could have used a few more deep breaths.
Now on the other side of things …
I need to figure out the rest of my life pretty soon. I have the opportunity to sign a contract to stay here for a year once I’m done – which means extra money. I am not sure if I want to stay here or go back to home (or somewhere in betweeen). Then there’s also that missions stuff I had postponed for this year.
I’ve really been trying to look for God in the everyday stuff. If I see Him in the small stuff, it might be easier for me to see Him in the big stuff too. I just thought it would get easier at some point.
