Your Brain’s Pattern
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Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent.
You’re always making pictures in your mind, especially when you’re bored.
You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts.
And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won’t always be.
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The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You’d like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don’t need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.
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You Are Chinese Food
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Exotic yet ordinary.
People think they’ve had enough of you, but they’re back for more in an hour.
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How You Life Your Life
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You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren’t attainable.
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You Are Likely a Third Born
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And yet I’m not 3rd born
At your darkest moments, you feel vulnerable.
At work and school, you do best when you’re comparing things.
When you love someone, you tend to like to please them.
In friendship, you are loyal to one person.
Your ideal careers are: sales, police officer, newspaper reporter, inventor, poet, and animal trainer.
You will leave your mark on the world with inventions, poetry, and inspiration.
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My body is one tense ball of tenseness. I dissociate and tell myself a cry would do me good, and yet a cry would be unpredictable; who knows what would be let loose. I have become reclusive as well.
Monday and Tuesday were busy days at work. Yesterday and today were even busier. I finally got lunch and a bathroom break (both of the last 2 days) at 3pm for about 20 minutes. I stayed upto an hour after the end of my shift. And it really felt like I was getting the bare minimum completed. Orders got entered. I didn’t take breaks because yesterday and today the nurses were complaining about meds not coming up soon enough. So to avoid conflict (that I knew I wouldn’t handle very well), I tucked myself in front of a computer and entered orders. I flipped frantically through charts trying to find the information I needed to ensure the actual meds or doses or durations or whatever was correct.
I’m sorry. I really don’t like venting about my work, especially if you don’t know what I do. A previous mentor told me that even on the crappy days you should be able to find one good thing that happened and focus on that instead. So, I guess I should be telling myself that I confirmed many patient were getting the appropriate medications at the appropriate doses and intervals. I smiled at people in the hallways. Another pharmacist told me I was doing a thorough job on the units I was covering today. I discovered that there was a deal on pizza tonight so I dodn’t have to cook.
I wish my friends weren’t so far away. Sometimes phone calls and emails just don’t cut it.
You Failed the US Citizenship Test
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Oops, you only got 5 out of 10 right!
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Hey, not bad for not really knowing all that much about my southern neighbours.
Today was not really a bad day. It really wasn’t. Good things did happen. I got a free lunch and then adventitiously for coffee we had angel-food cake and strawberries for a b-day. But I just couldn’t shake the “my-life-sucks” feeling … hence, the other pms (poor-me-syndrome). I was sitting under a pseudo-rain cloud all day — and they are calling for actual showers this evening. I thought about picking up ice cream or chocolate or fastfood on the way home from work, but nothing seemed to catch my fancy. So it looks like I’ll be having some leftover soup that is sitting in the fridge.
The other good news, which I alluded to earlier and which was confirmed today, it that I will no longer be working in neurosciences and surgery. I have accepted a position as renal transplant pharmacist for where I’m at. It will be a huge learning curve, since I know little about renal transplant. But the training opportunities (i.e. visiting other sites) looks like it’s coming together. Hopefully there is not too much distention in the department
The other bad news is that the alternater was not working. I know this now, but earlier all I knew was that the warning light that looks like a battery came on, then went off, then came on … etc. My invoice says it was only putting out 3 amps at 11.5 volts. The new one is putting out 30 amps at 13.5 volts. Once again, I am very thankful I got the extended warranty when I bought my car.
My pirate name is:
    Dirty Jenny Flint
You’re the pirate everyone else wants to throw in the ocean — not to get rid of you, you understand; just to get rid of the smell. Like the rock flint, you’re hard and sharp. But, also like flint, you’re easily chipped, and sparky. Arr!
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