Worlds apart
Both dating and undating is tough. Generally speaking, even finding someone you may occasionally want to spend time with is tough (i.e. just a friend). I’ve asked this before … where have all the people gone? My own world, albeit small, has been searched. I’ve searched the worlds of others (anyone got a friend of a friend?). I’ve searched virtual worlds (somewhat more successful but lacking in longevity thus far).
Maybe this is what the ticking is all about. Children–perhaps yes. But the ticking is beyond just that. Some sort of deep rooted desire for another to share life with. I have done and accomplished many things while on my own. Now I want have those moments with someone else. Someone to experience my stories not someone whom I will simply share my stories with.
So I tell myself, patience child, perhaps God is not done with either you or him just yet. Yet persists still the yearning.
